last entry of OB's pre-event journal

Something went wrong today and it's just - (REDACTED was found dead in the bookstore! I delivered the book there less than 24 hours ago. Who else is getting killed tonight?) I have no idea what happened. If it's about the book, I have to confess now....I mean, right now.....

four years now

....cutting back in on myself. At least, I mean this part. OB started as a thought about where this person might go to "make it early". Now, along comes reality for a real mindfuck. I mean who goes to great lengths to redeem himself - yeah, the book : make it this. But reality is really scary for people who and even the ones blinded by the carny bling of their just elected president. Even as I imagined it and here the fuck it is. Time to work on the book.